I can so relate to the emotions expressed here. My blog too was about discovery, and once you map out the problem, dwelling in the problem loses its appeal, only solutions, most of which are internal to each one of us, is the only way forward. Blessings to you Jean! -AK
It’s time for me to hang out the sign, Gone Fishin’
By Jean Haines
Posted on March 12, 2015 by Jean
For longer than I like to recall, I have been looking for a way to continue my blog, but I have not found one. I kept hoping that come mid-April the situation would change and I could proceed in a different, more positive direction, but I have just realized in the last couple days that is not going to happen. What I do see is that my blog is no longer serving the purpose I originally had in mind, because it is no longer a record of discovery, but, instead, has simply become a record of the sick, totally insane demise of the cabal and their deadly, brutal struggle to inflict as much damage as possible on humanity while on their way out the door.
I have always felt everything was about the money, and it has now become very clear to me that the collapse of the financial system is assured and that it is only a matter of time. It looks like until the end of the year, or thereabouts, we all will have to endure fearful tales of horrible death and destruction, but in the end, they, themselves, will be destroyed.
Most of the history of how we got to this place in recorded in one form or another right here on my blog — and certainly it is on the internet. I can’t tell you how important I see this knowledge as being; we cannot repeat — indeed, will not repeat the past – if we know and understand it! We are rudderless now as a species, however, because we do not know anything of our real history. We have no sense of direction or how to proceed. This information I hope you will agree is valuable, but, as always, it is your choice.
There are many who have the stomach to record the demise we now see happening, but I cannot do this. I am all about creating and nurturing growth, not about destroying. Psychologically, purveying such news over a period of time has affected me negatively. I realize now I am totally burned out from working as an automaton to get this dark news out.
On a personal level, I am just coming through an extremely difficult twenty-plus years of my life, but they also are clearly coming to a close. It is time now for me to give myself personal space in order to rest, gather my strength, and consider my way forward. I want to paint again, to make music again, to walk with my dog again and watch the seasons go by as I did for so many years. All these pleasures have had to come to a halt in order for me to just survive, and I very much need to renew them — and myself, once more.
I am going to absolutely trust the Universe and her timing as I have done so many times before that a way will open for me. As my energy returns, I have many forward-looking directions to consider, and I can’t do this while I am locked into my blog hour after hour and left with zero energy because of the negative nature of the subject matter with which I am dealing.
To those of you in my private life who have cared for, helped, and supported me, I want to thank you for your efforts. You all have meant more than I can begin to say, and I hope we will remain friends and perhaps continue working together in the future. To my readers, I say to each one of you that I will miss you very much and hope, as well, that we will ‘work’ together in the future as we have in the past, but instead on what I dream will be a much more positive agenda.
I still have not given up my idea of another blog about co-creating the new world into which we are moving, but all my senses tell me that now is not the time for it. I imagine I will begin to look into it as soon as I begin to feel rested and refreshed once again. I want to be able to give it proper time and careful thought.
At the moment, I remain very strongly against the USA holding an election in 2016! I have seen the vultures figuring out how they can take over the country while it is in disarray — people like Bernie Sanders, who professes his love for the political process, but demeans it by holding dual citizenship in Israel. Elizabeth Warren has also been a disappointment, as she has apparently lost her moral compass and decided to follow the carrot of a possible Presidency offered by the cabal.
When the financial collapse occurs, the people of the United States will be reeling with information — much of it likely false, and what I believe we will need is a group of upstanding, moral people who will guide us to recover through educating us to the truth of what has happened to our country, which, sadly, was never really ours. The only wise, knowledgeable leader of such a group – or Council – that I can now see people perhaps accepting is Ron Paul, but who knows who may appear on the horizon.
At any rate, I think I’ve made my reasons clear for not continuing my blog at this time, for taking a time-out to rest and appraise the situation. Thank you all, every single one of you who has read here, for your support through these times. It has meant more than I can say.
For now, though, it’s time for me to take some rest and hang out the sign, Gone Fishin’ :) I’ll hope to see ya’ after my holiday, the first one in several years .
Love and hugs to everyone, from my heart to yours,
PS The posts I put up this morning were ready last evening before I made my decision. I will not be releasing anymore, and I will not release any comments. My blog will remain open as what I hope will be a place of study.